A pitiful day

T5B: 1) I got to message Jerod. 2) We got to talk about a lot of scriptures today. 3) I finished my book. 4) I made myself Indian chicken and veggies (that was pretty decent though lacking mustard oil). 5) 2014 is going to be SO much better.

basal temp: 36.58

Morning:
- I keep sleeping less and less :/
- spent a lot of time feeling discouraged
- TRIED to nap/get back to sleep
- read
- got to message Jerod

Notes: --

Afternoon:
- had a breakfast sandwich (delicious)
- finished my book
- messaged Jerod some more

Notes: --

Evening:
- messaged Jerod some more
- continued to feel badly
- made and ate some Indian chicken and veggies
- played some games on my phone
- started a new book

Notes: I spent a lot of time today feeling sorry for myself. I hadn't bought any special foods because I didn't expect to be home. I couldn't convince myself to go out and get some. Just felt so down. :/ I tried to not spend the whole day down. Just kinda hard when I'm here by myself. Still it was nice to talk to Jerod and we shared a lot of spiritual insights with one another. It's been a miraculous blessing for me to start building that spiritual relationship with him. :) I miss my family and I miss my friends. I miss them more than I did on Christmas! I had planned how Christmas would go and New Year's as well. So when New Year's fell through the day before I couldn't roll with that punch quickly enough. :/ Still, tomorrow starts 2014 and I have a lot of big dreams and goals and I'm excited to see Jerod and my family again in person. XOXO, A

Jerod asked me for an excited face picture and I sent this - I laughed myself to tears several times looking at it. He was definitely startled. LOL